My life has no meaning, without turbos, and screening Zzzzz's on TT.net. I post and don't sweat, noob circles are teeming, veterans are steaming, admin is deleting, my attention was fleeting.
Until the server went down. My soul aimlessly wound around town I drove, stopping to refresh see same screen, scream again, and wonder about those I've never met but in the end seem like friends, at least the kind you don't mind at a distance.
Forums forsaken, in withdrawal from any semblance of Z stimulation. Then the server kicked in reversed my chagrin, back on track with the facts from General and Tech; the warm glow of familiar jargon.
Search may not be perfect (learn how to work it), those post ho's who knows shows, sh*t flows. So goes the path we make and pretend not to take--notice that the life we live on-line is our own. Keeping it Z-related?
That a web site has become the singular expression through posting and refreshing my hobby my identity my lobby my serendipity is either the best or worst thing that has blessed or cursed me, that I can remember. Thank Gawd for TT.net.
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